well
at first, i was glad to call you and acting as if u're my younger sister. i
never had a younger siblings so yeah i'm excited to have you as my sister. i
was wondering that i could be your brother whom u can tell all the story u had,
talking about life, school, your best friend, boys who flirt on you, your exes, ur dreams, an so much more. yet
things didn't work out that way, i'm too busy with my cutting & sticking
things (work) and of course the medicine things. and you busy doing ur school
things until i, well actually this is one of my duty due to your real siblings
is far away catching her study. so of course, me as your sister's boyfriend
suppose to look after you. but yeah, i abandoned with who u're hanging out
with, your college mates, or maybe your social life for more specific.
she's
actually grown enough already, she's 21 years old by now. but what makes it
intricating is that for this age, this sister mind hasn't mature enough.
she doesnt know how choosing the right path, she is bad in making decision, she
cannot see the impact if she took this way then it would go that way, if took that way would go this way. and i feel so
deeply bad for that.
i
always try giving advise to her on how to do with ur life, how you should treat your family, and especially on how to make savings. i always tell her that life
isnt about the money u make, the pretty face u want, or even the fame u get.
i
know you've been carrying those problems all by yourself. i know that u want it
too, having a normal life, dinner with family, looking pretty among your
friends, but i'm really sorry sweetheart, things didnt go that way for you
i
just want you to understand on how your sister out there, is
really put all her efforts to make you happy. and hearing that you sneak around
leaving jakarta to jogja just to see ur boyfriend, without her permission, is
really broke her heart. i mean, please dear, for this temporary moment, at
least listen to her.
i
dont really like to judge people without knowing his personality by myself. but
for your boyfriend, oh please, a real man would never let his lover having a
520 km journey alone just so you can see her. and it's just for 2 days long,
and besides your lover has a job and class schedule too. dont u think about
that man. sacrificing your girlfriend's time, job, duty, just to see you for 2
days. a real man would never allowed his girl to take that for her own good
now
i really dont know how to keep in touch with u. i really really dissapointed by
how u treat ur sister. i feel bad for you, but how am i suppose to do, for it has been your own decision and you would face the impact by yourself.
