after all, i never enjoy the every single of our conversation lately. even if when you sounds excited. i don't know. the first time we met we both were so extremely excited. you know.... i was exactly, hehe. you just excited, not extremely. but you just so... unpredictable. no, hot and cold, perhaps. well actually it's not my rights to judge you while i just known you for a couple months. but that's the way i feel.
one day you went like a good listener, in other day you went boring, and another day again you were so excited. i don't know whether you playin me, or you wanna figure out how good i am. or maybe you want something you used to have from your last relationship and try to make it with me then suddenly you realize that you're not even ready for that. but it's okay, none of your fault.
i guess i'm tired to hope. it gets worse everyday with this something-i-dont-know with you. though it isn't easy for me to let it go. cause i care already.
maybe i took this too far. i was too excited about you. or maybe it's been wrong right from the start.
but thanks for being nice after all this time.
