you can't change your past, but you can change your mind about your past.

tastes so bitter, feels so sweet

lost in a dream, never fall asleep
don't say a word, i already know

A Fresh to Start Something New

Today, the 24th of December. I declare this day as your born day "@Reynald_8"

you have been the one for me

and as you move on, remember me
remember us and all we used to be

you touched my heart you touched my soul
you changed my life and all my goals
i've kissed your lips and held your hand
shared your dreams and shared your bed
i've seen you cry, i've seen you smile
i've watched you sleeping for a while
i know your fears and you know mine
i'd spent a lifetime with you


you have been the one, you have been the one for me

Today, on 6th December 2012

i don't know what went first but we started kissing
we were making out it was fun

DAMN I LOVE THIS

"There's nothing wrong with being a crow. When you compare them to the poor caged birds that have forgotten to fly, crows are much better. Being a crow is good enough for me."

- Crows zero

SINS FLOW WITHOUT SANE

The more she pled, oh yes she said
touch and kiss
love and lust
pain and bliss
i watched her sleep, touched her around

"i'll make you mine today"

until now i still have that feeling. maybe i've been pretending like it's okay if everyguy has a relation with you, but in fact... it's not. i already can let you go, blow you off as history, or whatever it is. it is just " i still can't see you be with another guy". maybe i'm a fool i broke you up, but yeah... it's been my decision, it's been our destiny
i'm really sorry if "this feeling" disturbs you. you're just too... awesome

thanks for all the things you've shared. and thanks you have coloured my life for more than a year. i'll always remember you on november twenty second.

i'm the pro kid

well, it is a little bit disgusting when you suddenly did that to me. i think i know which type you are.
do you think that i will melt inside if you do that...?    hell no!! i feel disgusting instead. im not as priceless as that
show me your lie, show me your fucking cry
just remember kid, i'm the pro here

KASIAN ATO..

ga nyangka banget pas abis baca puisi lu nangis to.. wkwkwk ngakak gua

tapi kasian juga si, pasti dalem bgt makna puisi lu to. sabar ya :')

gua doain mudah mudahan cepet reda galaunya

jangan nunggu dapet inspirasi baru nulis. tapi nulis dulu, baru deh inspirasi bakal muncul dalam tulisan lo itu

I fall in love with you all over again..

THANK YOU GAJAH PANTAI IPA 4 :')

This is about my class when the classmeeting going

The last time i struggle together, as a team

Gua seneng banget bisa berjuang bareng lo semua. Gue bukan seneng karena kita dapet juara umum, tapi gua seneng kalian semua nunjukin semangat kalian sebagai XI IPA 4. Kalian hadir terus buat ngasih dukungan sampai hari terakhir klasmit :')

Lo semua asik, gokil, tapi belajar juga jalan. Suatu kehormatan buat gue bisa jadi ketua kelas kalian

Gua bakal kangen momen momen yg udah kita abisin bareng. Suara jangkrik di tengah pelajaran, punishment  dalam pelajaran bhs inggris, nunjukin kalo kita kompak main tarik tambang ke 24 kelas di 67, Yogjakarta, main poker, dan masih banyak lagi. I'm gonna miss you guys, seriously.

Gua atas nama  Ganyantai, XI IPA 4. minta maaf sama seluruh kelas di 67 kalo ada kelakuan kita yg kurang berkenan. Maaf ya kalo ada salah salah

Thanks GANYANTAI, You Rock!!

I'm gonna post something here. just wait

Otak jauh lebih mahal dari pada otot.
- Mas Sultan Alief Akbar

THE “FAKE” IS GONE. 

ARCHER

SINCE

2007.

MIND, RANDOM, AT NIGHT

i'm still awake, here alone, laying in my bedroom, staring at this shiny thing called laptop, a portable computer.

i'm alone, it's okay if you don't accompany me dear. when i called you on the phone, you were sounded so tired

my friend who usually texting with me at this time, she's off. maybe she's been sleeping.

it's been months, but i still can't get over it. we used to spend all night by texting or talking on the phone, till i got boredti, till i fall asleep. now it's just a past, a history. i hope you'll find somebody else out there, who much better than me.

dear, it's not right. you can make me laugh, make me happy, make me melt inside, with all your words. it is me who's been wrong, i've been acting like a child, i'm sorry dear. but i'll try to be more understanding, i promise.

what's more? now i'm thinking of what i'm going to write for more..

if only my laptop could talk, maybe it has told me like this, "just write it on man, spread it out. type the every single thing in your head". and i would answer "you're right, but there's nothing left inside my head dude."

is this enough to be a long post which filled so full of words? i guess it's enough

so let's say goodbye to you, laptop

thanks

maybe i have to learn from my friend who sits behind me. learn about being more patient, and more understanding in facing a lover

jam segini.... hari baru aja dimulai

Win or lose.. it doesn’t matter. What matter is how hard we try to get that

The start of something beautiful

Fadhilla Shara Denafiar  ♥